So what's up everybody? I haven't been posting anything on here since.... uh forever. Not really my fault tho I was (actually) struggling for SPM and guess whaaaaat? IT'S OVAH! Like goddammit SPM is over I'm literally not a high-school kid anymore brah sorry the excitement comes late on my blog haha but wtv no one's reading anyway

Well, 2014 was such a hectic year. Happiness, misery, sadness, pain, lessons. I'm sure I pretty much experienced every single emotion throughout the year. So many things happened I dont even know where I should start. But 2014 made me realise so many things, again. But there's one that I will never forget.

"People come and go."

I was foolish enough to let my guards down and trust a person I shouldn't have trusted. I was too caught up with the temporary happiness I didn't even realise that I've put my hopes up. My expection was high and in the end, it killed me. It pained me. I shouldn't have expected people to stay in my life forever. Why? Because time flies and people change. 

Any interesting and memorable incident in 2014?

Of course! There's a bunch actually. If I were to write everything here, it will take me a whole week to finish it. Haha. But the highlight of 2014 was, the formation of Omaigod 2.0 crews. Is it fancy enough for a name of a girls' group? Hahaha i know, right? Well yeah. Things happened and it somehow lead to the formation of this group. 

It is related to the saying I just stated above. People come and go. But hey, even when I've lost some precious people of my life in the past year, I actually gained even more precious friends, Omaigod 2.0. I then realised that maybe the people who left me were the people who were sent by Allah into my life, to teach me some life lessons, to teach me the importance of appreciating those I have by my side. Every single person in Omaigod, and the remnants of Sotongss, these people are precious to me.

In 2014, I've also learnt the importance of keeping a platonic friendship with a guy friend. Really. Platonic friendship with a friend of the opposite gender is vital. It prevents you from having to deal with heartaches. Never treat a guy friend so nicely that it will make people get the wrong idea of both of you unless the treatment is mutual. When people start assuming things, especially when the assumptions are pure bullshit, it will be a pain in the ass. 

Why am I saying this? Because that's what I went through in 2014. I was too eager of my friendship that my excitement made people get the wrong idea. Why? Because one of my best friends was a guy. Even if I treated him just the same as I treat my girl best friends, people didn't care. They still saw me as the girl who was full of herself. Why? Because my guy best friend didn't show as much affection as I did. In case you've been wondering what kind of affection they were, well nothing else than posting pictures of us. Or using a picture of us as my profile picture on a social media. That is all. But I'm glad the misery are now over. Well we are over. So those heartless judgemental pricks also have stopped judging. 

My 2015 didn't start off so well. But hey it's just the beginning of a whole new year, right? I really should stop worrying and start living my life as a teenager to the fullest. I mean, dude I don't have to go to school anymore. I won't be having homeworks anymore (well lets not mention about assignments yet). No more extra classes. I also have the tv all to myself. The computer all to myself. Gosh, I didn't even realise there's so much to be happy for than the things that I should worry about. I should stop giving a damn about those who do not give a fxck about me. You guys should do the same! 

So happy new year, everyone! Though it's almost 11 days late. Who cares? Haha.

Resolutions? 

Maybe next time.

Till then! 

Xoxo, Myra